Pyaar Ke Liye – Epilogue

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Epilogue

Maan sat in his room, no in their room working with his laptop trying to complete all his work as early as possible as he had to make himself free for his wife for this weekend. They are supposed to leave for a dinner date tonight celebrating their first anniversary of their meet in rain outside the library. This time he wasn’t nervous or worried about how to plan it, he thought to complete their interrupted lunch date only difference this time it is a dinner one.

 

He was in the hurry to complete all his files which he had earlier planned to complete on this weekend for his upcoming meetings on Monday. He was engrossed in his files when he saw his wife moving into the dresser to get ready for the outing. She had seen him & gesture towards the watch indicating him to be ready on time. Well she had not known his plans that he had actually told her a time which was well in advance as he had this feeling that they are bound to get late. He chuckled at his thoughts & was back to his work.

  

He was so engrossed in the file that he didn’t see the time, but he was working in his normal pace still he didn’t get any reminder from his wife that in fact was little strange. When he checked it now it time had flew and by this time she should be out of the dresser cribbing him about being late but today this was not happening. Maybe today she needs more time thinking so he started to complete his little more work. He finished another file but still madam has not come out of the dresser.

 

No use in thinking as he can always go in and check but he didn’t want to go there as he truly wanted to go out not just get struck here celebrating in an altogether different manner. Now that he didn’t have any other choice he stepped up to get in and get his dress too for change.

 

“Geet what are you doing how much more time you are going to take to get ready” He spoke as he entered the dresser. What he witnessed made him stop his words in his throat.

 

She stood in her underskirt & blouse, red sari in her hand quite irritated too. Seeing him she pouted cutely and told “Maan this Sari is troubling me a lot. This is too short I cannot tuck in enough to tie it properly.”

 

 

“Geet wear something else.” He suggested as he didn’t want to stay here any longer making it difficult for himself.

 

“No, I want to wear this one only.” She complained looking at the sari in her hand thinking it might agree to her words & oblige by staying in its right place.

 

“You & your sari are one always showing tantrums.” He tried to tease her but she was in no mood to take them, he sensed that she might just spill her tears any moment. So he suggested her while picking his change of dress. “Try once again let’s see this time it might not show tantrums to you.”

 

He turned to other way & got himself changed but his wife was now getting more irritated with this & was in a verge to break her mood. Once he was done she asked her “Choose some other one.”

 

“No, you bought me with so much of love & I couldn’t wear it.” She replied looking down at her state.

 

“Okay, let me help you. Why is it creating a problem at the first place.” He asked

 

I told you “Sari’s length is short; I am unable to tuck in more than a quarter inch that’s why it is slipping.”

 

How he wished she had understood why this sari was short of length, but now he had to explain it her thinking about it he had a smirk on his face. He replied “Give me I will try.”

 

He pulled the sari which was already tucked in while he stood right in front of her with a gap not more than a quarter inch between them. “Geet come closer” saying so he pulled her more into him. Geet who was losing her patience said “How will you help me if I am on you.”

 

“Shh…” He stopped her placing his finger on her lips and next his fingers were replaced with his lips devouring every corner of hers. She was melting in his assault; her hands went behind his neck while his was in her waist both pulling the other more into them. Her hands were heading towards his hair when she felt his hands running on the rim of her skirt. She knew what was coming and as she thought in next second her strings were pulled but then what happened was something she never thought. He tied the strings of the skirt which was now below her navel; his hands were now back on her navel slightly pinching it with one hand while the other still made patterns. He broke the kiss for want of air & rested his forehead on hers. “Now shall we try it?” He asked. He got down on his knees placing a kiss on her navel while his hands tucked the sari in slowly making her pant for breathe. His hands skilfully worked on her while tucked in the fleets of the sari his fingers lingering at the rim for more than required. Then he pinned the pallu on her shoulders placing a kiss right behind her ears. She was already flushed and wanted to hide herself in him, he had never dressed her up till now. And doing that today made her turn more red enhancing her beauty.

“Stop blushing so much or else we have to cancel our outing tonight.” He whispered in her ears and her reaction to that was exactly opposite as she turned more red.  

 

He steps away from her to check her from top to bottom & extend his left hand in front of her. She placed her right hand in his making a way out to their dinner date.

 

Car pulled in front of the restaurant bringing back so many old memories how an almost a year back they had suffered. Both were silent remembering what they had encountered that day when they were walking towards the entrance her attention went towards the park where she had felt him consoling her heart. Seeing her lost he nudged her raised his eyebrows asking what’s wrong earning himself a warm smile in return while she entwining his arms in hers. “I had spent whole 15 mins out here to gather strength that day and you know who console me that day.” She said with a large smile on her face.

 

“You were feeling me beside you even at that time.”   He asked her wondering she was so madly in love with him at that time itself.

 

“Yes” She replied smiling sheepishly.

 

“Let’s go in, we are already late.” He added with a wink reminding her of the reason for getting late.

 

There was no hesitation or any nervousness but held a little sadness of last encounter here, but now was not the time to remember them but to replace them with a new one. The arrangements were also similar to the last time but this time it was illuminated with lights all-round them.

They were led to their table, Maan pulled out a chair asking her get settled there while he brushed his fingers on her arms slightly while pulling out his arm off her hand but not before replacing a red rose to hold on to it. She was still lost in that rose when the food was served to them as Maan had pre-ordered the food this time he knew what his date liked. It was a wonderful time to spend talking all the topics from relevant to irrelevant. They were lost in each other eyes, forgetting the world around.

 

They came out of the restaurant hand in hand to get back to home when Geet suggested going for a walk at this moon lit night. Well this was the pending walk to the cliff of the mountain next to it. What could be more delightful than spending the night with your love next to you. Things don’t go always as planned & that’s exactly how did they encounter as drops of water started to pour from the sky above, Geet ran to take shelter nearby while Maan stood in the mid of the pathway spreading his arms welcoming the rain.

 

“Geet don’t run come here.” He said trying to bring her out in the rain. “See it is raining today too.”

 

Geet was finding it difficult to stand out there & not feel anything. She so much wanted to enjoy like him but the rain always brought so many painful memories with it. Before the rain drops fell on her face tears spills out of her eyes. She backed off till her back hit the pillar of the shelter. Seeing her non responsive he ran to her while she just cling to him pouring tears. 

  

He had to bring her out of this sorrow, first thing she should remember about rain would be them nothing else. Good thing was they were alone at this time of the night and also raining so no one will come here giving the much needed privacy for them. Still in the hug he started to place kisses on her neck & shoulder making his way down, his hands kept her stable against the pillar, within seconds she was calm & feeling him as her hands went back to him pulling her into him. Slowly when she was still lost in his spell he moved her out of the shelter to drench her in rain. She was already drenched in his love that she didn’t feel anything other than him on her. His hands were moving on her waist which was heading above to quench his thirst, while her hands had made way to his chest feeling him & placing desperate kiss on his lips returning in his full favour.

 

They would have gone beyond that had she not felt him caress on her stomach that she had to tell him something that’s why she had asked for this walk. Now all her attention was to tell him that the rain didn’t affect her, she cupped his cheeks in her hand and said “Maan… Maan, I wanted to tell you something very important.”  She tried to gain his attention but he was still lost in her reaction as she was still soaking in rain but her eyes were showing the happiness not a sign of sadness in it. “Did she forget her pain?” He thought.

 

She placed his hands on her stomach & whispered in his ears “congrats Maan, you are promoted.” He didn’t understand at first but then realisation dawned upon him he pulled her in his embrace & whispered back “Congrats Geet, even you are promoted.”  As blessings of the heavens above the rain poured on them which brought them back to reality that they were standing in the rain. Both didn’t want to drench anymore & got into the cover, before her mind wandered over her past Maan said see Geet even our parents are happy with this news that’s why rain which was about to stop increased the moment you shared it with me. From now on whenever you see the rain, remember today not any other things. “Yes Maan, you are right, but today is special in many ways now, I wouldn’t forget that ever. Thanks Maan, for being with me.” With that they waited for rain to reduce Maan took her in his arms and headed back to the home.  

After 6 years

What seems as bliss can change into a depressing too and reasons are many for it. First one is Netra’s engagement today she will be soon going to be married & leaving this home. I would definitely miss her, she has become more like a friend to me helping me to understand the needs of the family & sharing secrets of everyone to impress & win everyone hearts at the initial part of my stay here then when I gelled into them even I don’t have any idea. And in another 2 months she will be a newlywed bride, her groom Karthik is a well settled in his life.

 

Next reason is Riju, She is still not in talking terms with me, and well she is angry with me because she thinks I lied to her about getting married to Maan. When she herself didn’t know that it was her misunderstanding that she thought she is getting married to Vicky then how was she going to tell her that. She had tried so many times but she not only ignores her now but also doesn’t spare a look at her.

 

Last one is Maan, He doesn’t love me anymore, and just a week back we shifted Jiya, our cute 5 years daughter to the next room. But not one day did she woke up there, every night Maan would get her & both would snuggle into each other sleep peacefully totally ignoring me. Two three days I felt it so cute to see him miss her but now he is not letting her grow up alone. Maan would get her in night once I would have slept off, once even I thought she might got scared but the door was closed from inside so Maan would get her here every night. Okay she was sleeping before too here but she used to sleep between us not on him. Now also he sleeping on his stomach & Jiya is on his back.  Before she used to coming running to me for any problem now I don’t see her anywhere near me. Neither Maan love me nor does Jiya need me now.

 

She turned the other way hiding her tears & nowadays her sleep is also not with her, it always troubles her she would get up in odd hours and then sleep wouldn’t come at all how much ever she tried. She so much wanted to be in his arms so that she would fall asleep in his embrace, but now she can’t have the delight of him too. That’s when her eyes felt on the time, it was time to get up and carry on the preparations. So she left to get the things started for the engagement.  

I was looking into the last minute things when I thought to check Jiya, the sight made my heart broken, Jiya ran towards Maan to help her with the dress. She used to come to me, looking at them I feel they make the world without me, more than happy together without me. Not able to stand there I made my way out to the hall. When I reached Maa was asking Riju to get the rings from Maan, well Maa did know about she being angry on us so she might be just wanting to help to cover the distance. Having no other choice she made her way towards our room. I followed her keeping a safe distance to see what she does, she knocked the door even the door was ajar to see Maan making Jiya ready for the function.

 

“Come in.” Maan said

 

“Jiju, Can you give me the rings Aunty was asking to get it from you.” Riju asked.

 

“Riju, it’s on the dressing table, you can take it.” He said.

 

“How can I? Geet di may not like me to intrude into her privacy.” Riju suggested.

 

“Why will Geet have any problem?” He questioned.

 

“She was not ready to tell me with whom she was getting married and today if she sees me then will not like it.” She replied

 

By that time Jiya was ready “Jiya, check what your mama is doing.” Maan said & once Jiya left he continued “Riju, you know I & Geet didn’t meet before the wedding nor did we see each other nor did we know each other’s name, it was just her misunderstanding which non thought existed. I thought you knew her more than this.”

 

“I am sorry Jiju, I never gave this a thought, when I got to know she lied to me I was just angry on her and didn’t want to talk to her, I thought she didn’t want me to meet you. That’s why I never came to meet you nor Geet di.” Riju told the truth while tears were pouring for hurting everyone with her action.

 

“No more tears, you need to apologise to someone else. Now get the rings from inside & give it to Maa.” Maan said walking out of the room to receive the guest for the functions.

 

Geet who stood outside hiding let her breathe now in relief finally she could manage to get this thing to her. Riju came to her saying sorry to her and their relation was back on track. Geet felt on burden off her. She so much wanted to run to maan & say thank you for clearing the air between us but then she was angry at him for ignoring her so she kept quite.

 

The function started with full zeal, Geet was very happy today for her, she sat next to Netra giving her company actually she would miss her more but then she had to move in her life too but her mind was going back to that one point that Maan & Jiya’s are distance from her & it was breaking her. She felt her head was heavy & she felt darkness surrounding her as she her eyes were drooping, she tried to keep them open & sit there but she that was just not in her will to keep them open. And next when she did open her eyes she was in their room, Maan all tensed rubbing her hands caressing her hairs. “Maan” my call made him look at me. “Geet, I know you won’t listen to me see how pale you have become, why did you take so much stress we are here to take care of everything. I even asked Jiya not to bother you. But no you are not going to hear to anyone right”  

 

“I am sorry.” She made a cute face that would melt him.

 

“Let’s got to doctor, you need a complete check up.” He made his words clear.

 

“Maan all the guests are there here today. And we don’t need to go to the doctor now. It is fixed for tomorrow.” She told him.

 

“You took the appointment and didn’t bother to tell me.” He questioned her trying hard not to show his anger on her.

 

“You were ignoring me so I didn’t get any chance to tell you.” Geet replied in same tone.

 

“When did I do that.” Maan said confused with her allegations.

 

“You are ignoring me, how much I wanted to be in your arms but no every night you get Jiya here.” She complained like a cute baby.

 

“Geet, if you scare the poor kid she is bound to come to me. And I didn’t get her every night she herself used to sneak into the room” He cleared his stand.

 

“Maan, I am not that fool, how Jiya can come inside the locked room.” She cribbed.

 

“Oh gosh, Come I will show you.” He took her to the dresser where the cupboard’s backside there was a door which would lead to the next room. “I thought you knew this door. You know this how I had sneaked into the room on our SR night” He continued winking at her.

 

“I am sorry” she again told him for misunderstanding him.

“You know you are actions are reminding me about your mood swings.” He added pulling her into his embrace, that’s what she needed & he could gladly oblige that demand.

“Well even I doubt that, so only I took tomorrow’s appointment.” She said hiding herself in him.

“Geet, I have no problem to keep you like this. But I think guests need our attention.” Maan said.

 

Geet was in his embrace when they heard “Mama… how are you now” Jiya asked still peeping in behind the mirror of the dresser.

 

“Jiya, why are you sneaking in from here?” Maan asked

 

“Papa, No one was allowing me to come near mama, but I wanted to see how she is so I came from here.” Jiya told showing her toothy smile.

 

“Don’t worry your mama is all fine.” Geet assured her.

 

Geet understood Jiya got scared seeing her unconscious, she got down to pick her up but before that Maan picked her in his arms as she should not be carrying heavy things now. But before Geet could tell anything he took Geet in his embrace not to let her fell down.

 

“Come let’s go down.” She agreed  

 

“But you will just sit not run around.” He orders her, which she had to oblige without any argument while both were back in the ceremony.

 

 

Life is full of beauty.

Notice it.

Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces.

Smell the rain, feel the wind.

Live your life to the fullest potential and fight for your dreams.

Love is our destiny.

We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone – we find it with another.

Jeevana.

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Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 22

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Part 22

Sun made its way to the sky trying to peek into the room of the newly wed through the balcony. Maroon & cream curtains shone in bright sunlight giving a vibrant look. Scented candles melted, Jasmine flowers dried but still made its presence. Look, smell didn’t matter to the two souls which had fused into one slept in each others embrace. Peace & happiness filled in their hearts, but life can’t be so calm & stable. It is always with mad & unstable.

 

Exactly as these two were in a peaceful sleep others didn’t want to spare them with such a cosy treat. Just outside the room stood three people who wanted to disturb there calm & peace. Well they did deserve some fun after all the hardwork. Everything was planned but now the question came who is going to bell the cat, for sure all the three knew one thing messing with Mr. Maan Singh Khuranna will cost them more but still all the three were ready to be mess as the hope of saviour was there in their life, Mrs. Maan Singh Khuranna.Devil was Mr. where as Saviour was Mrs. Just adding a “s” can turn a devil into saviour. Taking the name of the saviour all the three jumped into the battle field with the mission only one ie trouble Mr. MSK.

 

Step One: Knock the door

Outcome: No reponse.

Conclusion: Step One Failed.

Step Two: Make noise but how??? Oh Yes… They have to play music. But again the question how? Ajay got the idea. All the three Ajay, Jeet & Vicky pulled up the songs that they wanted to play arranged it in the sequence. Playlist was ready for attack. The slim mobile was slided under the door while it was operated with the laptop which was synced. Within no time the song was played.

Chanda mama so gaye sooraj chachu jage

Dekho pakdo yaaron, ghadi ke kaante bhage

Ek kahani khatam to dooji shuru ho gayi mamu

Subah ho gayi mamu, mamu, manu

Subah ho gayi mamu, mamu, re manu

 

Kitne sikke jode sabko yeh chinta hai

Jeevan hai ik bank pal pal ko ginta hai

Dekho apne pyaar ki saving

javan ho gayi mamu

Subah ho gayi mamu, mamu, mamu

Subah ho gayi mamu, mamu, re mamu

 

Outcome: Loud sound of the music broke the sweet sleep of Maaneet but both had different reactions to it. Maan was angry at that and wanted to kill that sound while Geet just snuggled more into him bit closing her ears with the quilt. Maan was trying to get out of the bed to find when Geet had snuggled into him. This took away his attention towards her far away from the sound.

***

Here the three were left thinking what the result of there Step 2 was but the loud sound only made them wonder what was happening inside. So they had to stop the sound to hear whether any response is there from the other end.

“There is no sound inside” complained Jeet

“That’s impossible that Maan Bro not getting up at this sound.” Remarked Vicky

“Then why is it so silent.” Questioned Ajay

Like a bulb enlightened all there naughty minds started to think could that be the reason and next a change in the sequence of playlist was done.

***

“Geet, wake up I can stay with you all day night like this but if we don’t show up downstairs these friends of mine will grill us with teasing.” Said Maan trying to wake her up and also want to spare her from any embarrassing moment.

Geet slowly opened her eyes to watch her hubby cutely admiring her but what caught her attention was the song which was playing. She just hugged him more to control her desire. Neither of them wanted to part but if they didn’t leave now there was no turning back.

  

Raat Ka Nasha Abhi          Aankh Se Gaya Nahin       Tera Nashila Badan

Baahon Ne Chhoda Nahin          Aankhen To Kholi Magar

Sapna Woh Toda Nahin  Haan Wohi Woh Wohi

Saason Pe Rakha Hua Tere Hoton Ka            Sapna Abhi Hai Wahi

Raat Ka Nasha Abhi          Aankh Se Gaya Nahin

 

 

Tere Gale Milne Ke                       Mausam Bade Hote Hain                       Janmon Ka Vaada Koi

Yeh Gham Bade Chhote Hain    Lambi Si Ek Raat Ho        Lamba Sa Ek Din Mile

Bas Itna Sa Jeena Ho       Milan Ki Ghadi Jab Mile  Haan Wohi Bas Wohi

Saason Pe Rakha Hua Tere Hoton Ka                        Sapna Abhi Hai Wahi

Raat Ka Nasha Abhi          Aankh Se Gaya Nahin

 

Conclusion: Unclear to all of them as they could not hear anything but yet again failed to trouble Mr. MSK and concluded Step 2 failed.

Before they could thing of Step 3 Mrs. Pathak came towards them and warn them not to tease the newly wed, dejected they left the place.

***

Geet & Maan came down after an hour to greet the members in family & friends. They took the blessing of the elders as the younger ones eased the situations with their teasing & making Geet comfortable in the new family.  Maan didn’t bother to give attention to the trio leaving them in a dilemma whether they were successful in troubling MSK or not. 

Netra brought a cake to celebrate Geet’s birthday. None wished her yesterday being more occupied in the wedding but today they didn’t wanted to leave a reason to celebrate. She got gifts from each & everyone.

 

All sat together after the small party Geet asked “Maa, can I go and visit VO once today.”

 

“Sure Geet, You can visit when ever you want. Maan you can accompany her & also get her things shifted to here.” Mrs. Pathak replied. “Geet come I will get you some gifts to be given there.”

 

Both moved out of the crowd & once out of reach “Geet, I know this marriage was done in a hurry & you both were forced into it but I want you to make sure this marriage works. Not only because your parents wished this but also because they loved you both. It was there love that led them take such action & also fate has played a part in it too. It was all for love they held it for you guys.”

 

“Maa, you don’t worry. We will never let there love be disgraced. We will be happily living with all your blessings.” Geet replied.

 

“I knew Maan has accepted this but just wanted to confirm it from you. Confused how I got to know about his acceptance.”

 

Geet just nodded wanting to know this silent communication between the granny & her grand child.

 

“Geet you are wearing those bangles which belong to me, I had given this one to Mamatha & one to Sunitha when they got married & today both bangles adores your hands means Maan has given Mamatha’s bangle to you which he treasures it. These bangles reached its rightful heir.”

Everyone took the other for granted but was only for one reason that was love. Maan took decisions to stop this wedding for his love. Geet took decisions to keep quiet for the love she harboured for her home & save it. Mamatha & Sunitha took decisions to keep there kids as one & bound them with love. Mr. Khuranna took decision for the love he held for his estates & to keep it safe under his name. Love what’s meant to be will always find its way.

 

Yesterday she was cursing her fate and today she is thanking the heavens above for this marriage. She couldn’t have asked for more than this a loving husband, who supports me at every step; a caring mother, who guides us the right path; a friend like sister-in-law, with whom all secrets can be confined and naughty brother-in-law, who lighten any burden off your shoulders. This new family has accepted her as she is & has no problem with her working with library or with taking care of the orphanage.

  

When she just turn around to look at their room, she could remember how they had spent all evening in arranging her things in their room more than arranging they would have ended up with something else had not been to the knock on the door by Vicky, Ajay, Jeet & Netra to help me settle or rather say wanting to tease us not only with there words but also with there presence. I was still lost in them when I felt a pair of cold hands on my waist pulling me into his embrace. “Maan” came out of my lips as a whisper. “Yes… Geet, you want to tell me something.” I hear him say it in my ears. My mind was still processing his words when i felt myself in air. I just nodded not able to voice it as he placed me on the bed. “I can hear you all night, all day, every second of my life always by your side.” “Maan” That’s all I could speak as I closed the tiny proximity between the lips which was left. I sealed the pact to be his side every second of my life. What appeared to be an end was really a new beginning. Just for love… Pyaar ke liye…Sirf Pyaar ke Liye…

Jeevana.

Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 21

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Part 21

Geet pulled him making him to look at her “You knew it all along still you let me suffer like this. Do you know what I had to go through reject my own love? To see you hurt because of me” She accused him for hiding it for so long.

 

He couldn’t see her in pain then how was he see it now “How I wish I had known everything from the beginning, then things would have been so different we never had to get married like this.”

 

“You are confusing me now” She complained

 

He wanted to clear the air “Where do I start from?”

 

“Start it from our lunch date, that’s when all this started. What happened after I left.” She asked.

He settled next to her & started “That day when I had came back home on our lunch date I was heart broken didn’t know how to fix this. Only thought coming in mind was I cannot let you out of my life. I decided to talk to maa and ask her to speak to your family. The word Family made me realise I don’t know anything about where you leave, who are there in your family. Actually nothing. But fate had something else in store for us. Before I could ask my maa, she came and told me that my mama’s wish was to get married to this girl on that girls 23rd birthday (That is Geet). And that was just in another 3 days.

I wanted to tell maa that I can’t but then I dropped the idea to tell her anything and to deal this my self.  I had to find everything about you and your marriage details and a way to stop my marriage & that too faster.  I wanted to do this myself didn’t want to gain unwanted attention but time factor was there and I had to hired the detectives to find all the details about you and also about my hurried marriage. I could have easily asked Maa but I couldn’t have raised doubts in her mind for this marriage.

When I checked in library I was told that you were off for a week’s time for some personal issue. That raised doubts in my mind were you just giving me false reason to get rid of my proposal. But then you could have made any excuse why of marriage.

 

Problems were not getting any solution even by the detectives at the expected timeframe and reason I was not aware of it at that time but now I know why there was a delay in extracting information about these things were. Anything related to Khurana’s or Pathak’s could not be disclosed so easily. Time never stopped its pace actually it felt it was running in double speed so I had to plan for backups. Next morning the wedding was scheduled & still I didn’t have any info about you nor this wedding. So I decided to break this marriage in a different way I asked Jeet (Maan’s friend refer to part 8) to get a man who would cook up a story get me out of the altar.

 

Life gives us unexpected surprises. That day when I sat there waiting for Jeet’s men I saw you descending down the stairs head bowed down not even looking at anything not even at me. I waited atleast once you will look at me but alas you didn’t. I felt your cold demeanour emitting even when you didn’t let a word out of your lips. I was still coming to the terms when I heard a man’s voice to stop this marriage. When I looked at Jeet he gestured that it was the man who was there to interrupt this, but now I didn’t wanted this disruption. So quickly I asked Jeet to cancel this arrangement with this intruder. Actually Jeet hadn’t seen you & Ajay was there and they made up this story of some guy, sister & all & left from there. And marriage happened without any other intrusion.

 

When you were taken to this room I was anxious to know what was running your mind; what was it that this marriage was to be held in such a short notice that’s when I got all the details from the agency that cleared my thoughts & then I overheard Maa’s talk & came to know about the remaining parts too. I couldn’t have waited to see you a fear gripped my heart what if you did something to yourself. I sneaked into my own room only to find you all lost & looking at things indifferently even my words didn’t effect you; that frighten me before I could come near you I heard some people coming towards us so I had to leave unnoticed. And then when I again came in here you know what all happened.

 

Actually this is all because of my father’s fear he made this clause in this agreement he never intended to give away any property out of the Khuranna league and this land is worth more than anyone can give away in charity. He never trusted people will take care without his supervision so always he would think to keep everything for himself. He always made sure things would be under his control even when he was not there. So he made sure this land came back to Khuranna’s with this marriage. If the age bar was not included he thought the kids could go away from his access. So he made sure we got married & land is also safe.”

 

He completed the entire story looking at the ceiling & their fingers entangled but still Geet didn’t utter a word and first thought what came to his mind was did his sleepy beauty resumed her sleep. But he was relieved to see her still absorbing the things which he has just finished. “Geet, I thought you went back to sleep.”

 

“Not when you were telling me all these things” She came towards him while replying back.

 

“What was that when you dosed off earlier.” He questioned her bringing her more closer to him, there breathes falling on each others lips.

 

“Well I was tired with last 3 days of tension & also …” She lowered her lashes while a red adored her cheeks remembering those close moments.

 

“So that means now you are back with your energy.” His voice came out more of a whisper making her raise her lashes to look into those deep black eyes which waited her one approval.

 

She closed that small distance between there lips approving his desire and submitting herself for another round of love. Taking the cue Maan made her moan his name till they had reached there peak.

Jeevana.

Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 20

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Part 20

Geet stood in the middle of the room but only one thing surrounded her darkness but she was not afraid of it, she was used to this place she never needed light to see through this place it was engraved in her. She could feel the warm breeze on her face while drums beat fell on her ears making her want to dance on those beats. Even in that darkness she didn’t had a sense of fear but a sense of happiness, a smile playing on her lips. But her happiness was short lived the moment she sensed the smell of the rain coming her way. She had to run away from the rain which brought so many sad memories to light but to her dismay she could not even move an inch. Something so strong had gripped her that she was unable run away from this rain, this pain of hers. Tears were just at the brim of her eyes when next second she felt a kiss on her forehead and not the rain drops   & her restlessness disappeared in thin air.

 

It also broke her sleep she had always woken up with the rain consuming her or with her running away and there was only pain & loneliness but today she held the containment of being in the arms of her love. She was still sleeping on him; his arms protectively holding her safe in his embrace. His breath fell on her face tickling her senses add to her misery was the beats of his heart so close to her ear that she could hear till eternity. She could only think how far this man has immersed his essence into her that everything has his mark. Even her loneliness was not there; she felt a kiss on her forehead; her eyes weld up with tears of joy for having him in her life. How could she even think of living without him.  She held him more securely wanting to hid herself in him. Instinctively his sleep got disturbed & he pulled her in more comfortable position to sleep but then he couldn’t have slept seeing tears in her eyes.

 

“Geet” He called out to gain her attention concern was quite evident in his voice.

Sensing his concern she wanted to erase his worry & replied “I love you Maan. I Love you.”

Feeling her high with emotions he thought to light up the mood “You are crying because you love me” He made a hurt face.

She pouted hearing him say that wacked him and continued “you are supposed to say I Love you too Geet.” And wriggle to get out of his grip. But was that really possible…

“Ok. Ok. I love you too Geet. Now tell me why these tears are flowing now.” He questioned while wiping them off.

Sensing his action she too replied “it is all because of You.”

“What did I do now?” He got worried

“You mere presence is enough for these joyful tears to flow.” She replied happily teasing him.

Hearing her okay he wanted to get back to his sleep as it had been days he had peaceful nap. “Lets sleep Geet we can talk tomorrow; there is still time for dawn.”

But Geet had other plans “No, before that you have to tell me everything.”

“Geet I was ready to tell but you had to sleep at that time now I am sleepy go to sleep.” Maan replied while tucking her in his arms. He pressed another peck & pulled the quilt upon them.

Poor Geet wanted to hear everything but he was sleepy now, she tried to get back to her sleep but now it betrayed her. With no other thing to do she started mumble sweet music while making her fingers to dance on his chest according to the beats of his heart. She was enjoying thoroughly but Maan was having a tough time, he wanted to sleep & here madam is singing & giving him sweet torture. He waited for sometime thinking she will stop in a while but she was no where near the end.  

In next second he pinned her on the bed and started to tease her with his looks. Here Geet wondered what happened & asked “I thought you were sleeping.” “I wanted to but you are not letting me do that.” Came a hoarse voice which was enough to create a fluttering sensation in pit of her stomach.   

He started to nibble on her jaw line while she replied “First tell me how we ended together.”

He didn’t leave her but still managed to reply her “we were meant to be together.”

It took her time what he was saying “But how…”

“You were supposed to me marry no one other than me…” replied Maan while his focus was wavering on other things now.

“But … I had to marry grand son of Mrs. Pathak…” replied in between his tortures.

“So you did marry him only” replied Maan looking into her eyes.

She was shocked to hear that but then she wondered how that was possible “You are Khuranna not Pathak” replied confused Geet.

Just above her lips he mumbled “Who told you only Pathak’s can be her grandchildren’s….” Maan winked at her understanding her point of confusion.

Then…ho.. before she could speak more he had closed the distance between. After what seemed to be time to feel some air they parted.

“You know who my mother is…?” Questioned Maan resting his forehead on hers.

“If we were meant to be married from the beginning then you should be Mamatha Aunty’s son.” Replied Geet connecting the dots of the facts she has known till now.

“Smart girl, And who would be her mother.”

“How I would know” she replied still confused with what has her mother to do with this.

He smiled & replied “None other than Mrs. Mahesh Pathak, my nani maa fondly called by us as Maa.”

Geet mouth opened as big O earning her a quick peck on her cheeks.

“That means Mamatha Pathak was her maiden name.”  Realising the truth.

“Yes.  She didn’t change her name after marriage she always preferred to be called as Mamatha Pathak.”

Jeevana.

Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 19

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Part 19

Maan didn’t want to hurt her in his anger so he turned away from her but unknown to him his words were giving her the same. He continued his questions “You have any idea what I felt when you refused my love. How easy was it for you to just push me away and walk away saying you thought me as a friend only but Geet that is not truth you didn’t even term me as your friend, if you had then you would have atleast invited me to your wedding. Did you feel I would become any obstacle to your wedding? By the way where is your husband I could say hello before I leave and tell him today you suddenly realise that you love me and not him.”

His mocking made her reply “I thought you are my husband.”

Maan turned back to her & pinned her to the bed rest “Oh… really then why did tears made their way when your partition was filed” while he took her mangalsutra tied around her neck in between his fingers as if playing with it and continued “why did you turned cold when this chain was tied to your neck. If you really loved me and were marrying me then you should have been happy & smiling not filed with tears & regret.”

She didn’t know how to tell him but it was not the time to be silent “I only knew that I was going to get married to Pathak aunty’s grand son & his name is Vikram Pathak. It didn’t matter to me what he is or who he is. Only thing I was sure was that it is not you whom I am going to live my remaining life with. Then how am I going to be happy with all this so called marriage, it was just a compromise from my end.”  

“You could have always refused to marry him at first place forget about refusing you didn’t even bother to tell me that you even liked me nor did you try to fight for our love.”

“I had to for saving all the lives of Vatsalya orphanage depended on this wedding. I would have never fallen silent if it was not for everyone’s lives at stake.”

“You could have atleast let me know about all this issue so that we could have come up with a solution.  But no you had to take the decision on our lives & get away from me. Or is it that you never trusted my love.”  Maan questioned.

“I took the liberty to take decision on both our lives and walk away from your life. That was the best option for us for everyone. But now I don’t know how to face everyone after… ” she couldn’t continue.

“After what Geet… ”

“Maan if you didn’t marry me then why you did get close to me like this.”

“You didn’t leave me a choice Geet, I stood in front of you but you were so ignorant of my presence that I had to do something more than just wait for you to come of your own world.”

“Maan tell me the truth, don’t scare me you married me right” pleaded Geet

“What do you think Geet I would have felt to see you sit in that altar & become someone else’s.” He took her hand placed it on just above his heart “It hurts here Geet to see you go away from me, it hurts to see your tears falling from your eyes I could still feel them on my hand which fell when I filled your partition with my name making you, marking you as mine. I could never let go my love. I will never let go. I took the liberty to take decision on both of our lives and walk together for all through the life.”

His words brought only tears in Geet eyes but this time it was of happiness & not of pain. She hugged him shedding the pearls finally reducing burden off her heart. As the weights of the guilt was washing away the love surfaced to calm both their wounded hearts. After a while she spoke when reality hit her “Maan I got my happiness at the cost of ruining the lives of my loved ones, they are the only persons for whom I had always thought to live for and I have myself destroyed there lives & built my dream castle on them. I am not worth of your love nor any happiness they all will be startled on streets and I would not be there beside them to save.”

Maan settled her in the bed while he trailed his love to comfort her. It pained him to look at her defeated look “You don’t have to worry Geet.” He wanted to hide her from all the problems never let any shadow of pain on her.

“Yes, I have to as we can’t save that place there is no solution to save it. All there hopes were on me & today I failed to protect them. That’s my home, my last possession related to my family I don’t want to lose it. I couldn’t handle one responsibility properly” Geet cribbed hiding her self in his embrace.

“Geet nothing will happen to any of the things which is yours, I wouldn’t let anything wrong to come in your way.”  

“I never lost my fight but this time I really don’t have any choice. I can do anything to protect them.”  Geet was still blabbering while her mind had already started thinking on what else options can be used to atleast to give them shelter. Whom she could contact to search a new place, she decided if she couldn’t save the place atleast she could provide an alternative solution for there stay.

“Geet” Maan called her when he felt her silent suddenly but then realised she had fallen asleep. She looked tired but still there was a glow after all the ups & downs they had faced in 3 days. He let her sleep as revelations can wait till she wakes up tomorrow and drifted to sleep soon having her in his arms.

Jeevana.

Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 18

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Part 18

It is easy said than done. Moving on with someone else other than your love is not possible in her case. She was just proven wrong with just a touch she could only feel him around and her heart’s contentment was on her lips too.

He backed off at the mention of his name from her mouth; he never intended to make such advances but her cold demeanour was scaring him nor did she react on seeing him before nor did she make any efforts to know the surroundings. She was sitting like a doll placed in a fair on whom games where played on.      

“Look at me Geet … Look at me” he said in a heavy voice.

The moment she looked at him her sobs only increased and she in no time was in his arms. Even if it was her imagination she needed his warmth to reduce her guilt and pain. Maan came out again from her mouth while she hugged him like a baby scared to loose her favourite toy.

“Geet … Geet … Why are you crying” He questioned again.

“I am here Geet, don’t cry.” he tried to console her but she was nowhere to stop her cries.

He separates her from him; held her face in his hands to make her look at him. A look at him also couldn’t reduce her sobs. He was running out of options to stop her cries, he couldn’t see her like this.

At last he could think of only thing which actually had broken her trance before too. He kissed away those pearls which came out of her eyes. Slowly bringing her out of the guilt and getting lost in his world. His kisses were slow wanting to leave its mark deep down in her heart. He started to give attention to those eyes which had confined so much of precious pearls and those soft cheeks which had the marks of her cries & that did melt her. He came to those trembling lips which just were only having his name.

He was still contemplating whether he should continue or not when her hands held his back pulling him more into her breaking last strand of hesitation in him. He took in her inviting lips into his making her feel the love he had held for her from a long time. She responded with the same favour as she had longed for him and then all these issues created fear in her and then she imagining him everywhere made her believes the depth of her hearts wishes. She poured in all her love in that kiss. His hand made his way on her waist pressing it hard increasing his passion. When they felt they were out of breath they parted but he didn’t stop devouring her.

His hands made his way on her pulling her dhori giving him more access on her white skin which was too much of temptation for him to resist. With no time they both were free from the obstacles both mentally & also physically to feel each other like never before.

He laid beside her in the aftermath of there love. She turned towards him resting her head on his shoulder while her hand held him over his waist. There was silence on both ends feeling the peace of having the other on their side. This silence also held amity before the upcoming storm hit them; both had gone ahead with the other but were the problems sorted out or were the happiness really there for them is what a thought they skipped to ponder about.

She placed a kiss on his arm while settled her head back on his shoulder & said “Maan … I love you”

Her words did soothe his aching heart but also brought back their last encounter when he wanted to say those magical words to her. His heart had been on the receiving end of the brutal denial of her love. He turned to look at her; she was resting herself in his embrace. It hurt him to see her give into his demand that to when she didn’t even know whom she married to.  He pinned her under him anger oozing out of his every action, while his hands held Geet’s hand hard enough to pierce her skin while he questioned her which pierces her soul “Whom do you think you got married to?”

She was ready to take his anger but the next set of words which he uttered made her numb to all the emotions all over again. The pool of guilt in which she was saved a while ego was back to pull her deep within & this time she could never come out of it also.

Maan left her, giving time to let her absorb the things happening around to come to the terms of present situation.

Geet could only cuddle up to the corner of the bed covering herself with the sheet. There was no tears anymore, wasn’t she enough burden for giving pain to her love that she went ahead making a mockery of her marriage her life too. She sat there don’t know for how long thinking about it was not just the heart which broke now but also her soul was crushed beyond any repair.  All she could think of was “How she going to face anyone, she is staying in there house and being with her love on her wedding night.”

Jeevana.

Pyaar Ke Liye – Part 17

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Part 17

Mrs. Prasad spoke to Mrs. Pathak after all the rituals “Thanks mam for helping us save our home & accepting Geet as her grand daughter in law mainly for believing in Geet even without knowing anything about her.”

“Geet being Sunitha’s daughter itself is enough to accept her into my family Vindhya.” Replied Mrs. Pathak

“Maam I have a request, this marriage all of a sudden would be too much responsibility on so can just be little lenient on her ignore her mistakes.” Asked Vindhya.

“Geet is my grand daughter now, so you don’t have to worry about her now I will make sure she is comfortable with us.” Assured Mrs. Pathak.

“Well I guess you don’t have to hide anything with Geet about the last clause nor fear what if she choose death over this marriage.” spoke Mrs. Prasad.

“I will make sure all these details will be known to her but not now. Infact I haven’t even told about the land case to even my grandson. I just told him that it is his mother’s last wish to see him married with her on this specific date & he just obliged. I didn’t want him to show any pity on Geet & marry her. They have to know each other let them choose what they want to share with each other” mentioned Mrs. Pathak

There conversation went on with discussion of the case & the following legal proceedings and formalities which has to be followed next. This conversation was heard by none other than Maan Singh Khuranna, who was way beyond shocked to hear so much his Geet had to bear & he couldn’t help her. He knew there was a miss but still he didn’t do anything but after hearing the talks of these ladies he was sure that she was forced into this marriage may not be by any person but the situation led her to accept this marriage. What if she chooses to part away as the problem is solved now.

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 Geet locked the room in which she was asked to stay making sure no one interrupts her in her work. She held a bottle of poison in her one hand and was looking for something around. On the study table had a small notepad and a pen, without a second wasting she started to write her last testimony on that expressing the reason for her death & what will be the state of her estates after her demise. She loved someone else whom she rejected only to save everyone but she can’t hold herself more in this pain of hurting her love betraying her heart wish and wants to end it as soon as possible. She couldn’t be his than she can’t be anyone else’s too.

She also asked sorry from that man whom she married but had not even cared to see him face to face, reason was simple she didn’t even what to involve him in her life issues but she was compelled by the situation to save the Orphanage but even now he can move on in his life after her death. Now that the Orphanage is saved, she can peacefully choose to leave this world.

With that she opens the bottle & gulps down the entire poison to free her soul from this pain for ever.

 

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Vibration of his mobile brought him back to the reality; it took a minute to realise that it was just his imagination. He told himself Geet is strong and mature enough not to make any of these kinds of acts. She would not choose a cowards path to end this but will endure the pain. But still his heart didn’t allow him to keep quite and stay there. He has to sneak into the room to see what she is doing. It’s going to be tuff to go undetected but he has to manage to pull this without any disturbance.

 

He waited till the right time and then sneaked into the room only to witness Geet standing all lost in thoughts her look told him she wasn’t happy with all these things happening around. He was glad to see her safe and sound nothing like what he had thought was happening here. He stood against the door crossing his arms around his chest waiting for her to look at him but she made no efforts to know what is around her after a while he thought to gain her attention so he spoke “Remembering me”.

 

She looked at him but reaction was not what he had thought of; she would either run into his arms or she might scream and gain attention of others or just pushing him out of this room. She didn’t do any of those but stood numb there; her face reflected the pain. He couldn’t look at her so broken with layers of tears coming out of her eyes while she didn’t make any efforts to move. He thought to comfort her pull into his embrace but he backed off when he heard some noise of ladies coming into the room so he went inside the dressing room attached to the room.

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Geet sat on the bed as the ladies suggested her; there teasing didn’t even effect her as she didn’t know what she was supposed to expect from this marriage. Person whom she has not seen or knows eachother, it was not only her fault but also the grooms as even he didn’t initiate to know her; she could only conclude that even he was compelled into this marriage.

 

Geet turned her heart into stone and thought to move on with the relation as she couldn’t give happiness to Maan but that wouldn’t mean she should betray her husband. She has already given pain to one and didn’t wish to give that to anyone else now.

 

She was in her own world of thoughts when she heard the click sound of the door announcing the arrival of her groom. There was slight shift in the bed making her aware that he sat next to her on the bed but she didn’t dare to lift her head. Slowly he took her veil off from her face and placed it on her head but she didn’t want to move even an inch. Next his attention was taken by her jewellery which was off her in no time; her jewellery was added on the side table while his lips gave a return kiss at the place from where it was removed.

His lips were not leaving an inch to of her skin. Then what followed was something even she had never thought of lost in those kisses “Maan” came out of her mouth halting the passion which was overpowering his mind. Moment those words were spoken she couldn’t do anything but to close her mouth with her hands and lash out more layers of tears from her.

Jeevana.